About Me
I think the most powerful thing I’ve done, and am still doing, is writing. In 2019, when I ventured into a foreign land and began to explore myself, I picked up a notebook and pen and started to write down everything I felt and experienced, day by day, month by month, year by year. Through an intimate relationship with myself and with words, I have transformed as a human being again and again.
5 years later, I have all my little black books stacked beside my desk, shining like rare gems that always remind me of what I’ve been through, both externally and internally, and I wanted to share the secret I found in these notebooks.
I discovered the idea of “Fell Into a Hole” two years ago, when I was desperately searching for inspiration to start my first blog, on a strange day while I was cooking in the kitchen, an urge suddenly rose inside me, and the phrase “fell into a hole” struck my mind.
Years earlier, my partner and I were traveling through the middle of nowhere in Australia. One quiet night camping in the vast arid land, I murmured in my sleep again and again:
“I just fell into a hole.”
My partner was lying beside me and told me what I had been saying after I woke up. We laughed about it, but at the same time we wondered:
Where exactly did I go in that dream?
I still don’t know.
Many years later, when the idea of “Fell Into a Hole” returned to me, I found myself asking the same question again.
Maybe I’ll discover the answer starting from here.
So I created this website, half blog, half a collection of all the strange things I love and enjoy. It feels a bit like throwing a big chunk of stuff into an endless hole, who knows what would eventually jump out of this dump!?
Perhaps this is the journey I’ve been on all along, traveling through unknown places, searching for a place where my linear reality meets the timeless dream, awakening my imagination and an endless life journey.
I started this blog in Mandarin and couldn’t quite find the right path to follow. It felt quite stuck at a strange level, so I decided that instead of trying to restructure my words in Mandarin, I would write in English, to relearn what I had written and recreate it from a new perspective. It already feels wonderful to be on this journey so far. Thanks for joining me.
Last updated on March 29, 2026
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